ain feelin gd this few days man...i really dun know wtas wrong with me..somethin is missin....really...and e best part...i cant find it...it seem to disappear.....sigh......listenin to if i aint got u...hahaha..damn nice song lo...sigh..tmr have test,,no motivation.........hmmm..wana say that......i really tried my best to make an effort to patch things up.....and stuff....i nv asked u out b4...remember...but twice...i tired..and u said..'when i have my off day i will tell u again' den thats it.hmmm...wats up man......den came e day i saw ya frm far...just stood there n stare at u like i always do...watch u frm afar...catch for u when u fall protect u,comfort u and etc.but it nv happen to me that i ever have u in my arms doin somethin couples do.haa.maybe i might nv have a chance to watch u frm far le.be there for u.catch u when ur fall.silly huh..always im doin such dum stuff..when i suppose to hate u..but e thing is.love can forgive everythin on earth.everythin..dunno why no courage to walk up.my legs just wouldn't move to say 'hi'.why.reason why although we stay so close...i nv ask u out is cause im always afraid to get rejected.reason why i nv sms u.cause i always am afraid that u dun reply.its frustratin.guess u have move on le ba.guess u have forgotten about wat happen and stuff la.but i think i still need more time.tmr have a test lo...damn important...and i dun wana study........i dunnno why......sigh...no mood..saturated mind...funny man..everytime i write my blog..i feel sad......feel fan...feel moody....haa...kind of a way i relife all e sadness and frustration within ba....today played badminton......play till my leg e skin came off..left e mean...damn pain lo....haa....dieded man..lucky tmr no soccer...or not cant play....hmmm..tmr long day wor...i hope when i sleep....and wake up...everythin will be fine again...22.46 06/09/2004(mon)